For a fairly long time in my professional life I have been
interested in contemplation. As I so
often comment, “contemplation” is not a word I heard while growing up as a
young Quaker in Indiana. I am confident
I was not paying attention. I don’t
think Quakers I knew were using that word, “contemplation.” So if I had been asked about it, I would have
offered a blank stare.
I am sure I heard about the word, “contemplation,” while I
was in school. I may have heard of it in
college, but more likely I first heard about it in graduate school. I can guess I encountered it first in some
kind of history of Christianity class.
Because Quakerism dates from the 17th century, we have a bad
habit of skipping from Jesus to the 17th century. I knew almost nothing about the sixteen
hundred years between Jesus and the origins of my tradition. Quite a bit happened during that time!
Early Christian contemplative tradition is rooted in the
early Christian developments of monasticism.
After the first couple centuries, some Christians began to feel like the
Christian movement had begun to be watered down. You can almost hear some of them saying,
“It’s not like it was in the good old days.”
Of course, in the good old days, you could die for your faith---you
could be martyred! I think I am one of
the lukewarm Christians, too!
So some of these serious guys and gals headed to the
desert. In effect, they went to the
margins of their culture. They wanted to
walk away from the superficiality of their environment. They wanted a more rigorous way to live like
they thought Jesus had lived. They felt
like Jesus had been counter-cultural and they wanted the same thing. In effect, their goal was imitation
Christi---imitating Christ. They wanted
to pattern their lives after his model of prayer, meditation, etc. And so the monks set up a different way of
life than most of their peers.
Part of that monastic creativity was the attention they gave
to contemplation. This is the part of
monastic creativity that I have appreciated and tried to adapt into my own
spiritual journey. There are many ways
to describe contemplation, but I like the way Gerald May does it in his book, The Awakened Heart. May says, “It is most frequently defined as
an open, panoramic, and all-embracing awareness,
but it is really this all-embracing awareness brought into fullness of living
and action, an attitude of the heart and a quality of presence rather than just
a state of consciousness.” Let’s unpack
and develop some of the thoughts in this wonderful sentence.
Even though May goes further, he does begin with a basic
definition of contemplation. It is an
awareness. Contemplatives are very aware
of themselves and of things. Contrast
this with the huge number of people who sleepwalk through life. Many of us are walking robots ambling through
the motions. Contemplatives are aware;
sometimes they are quite alert---paying attention to themselves and to others.
May describes with some detail the nature of this awareness. It is an open, panoramic and all-embracing
awareness. I can resonate with the idea
of openness. I know it, if I am open. Again, robotic living is not openness. Going through the motions is not
openness. May adds to this the idea of
panoramic awareness. That is awareness
in a broad sweep. It is not narrow or
minutely focused. It is a kind of
sweeping awareness. And this awareness
is all-embracing.
The good news is we can cultivate this kind of
awareness. It can be practiced. Others can help us. And this sets us up for the rest of May’s
definition of being contemplative. This
points to contemplation being a way of life and an action. One misconception of contemplation is that it
is a kind of navel-gazing, mystical experience that has nothing to do with real
life. May counters this stereotype by
suggesting contemplation can be a way to live everyday life. That kind of life is grounded in the basic
kind of awareness just outlined. This
appeals to me.
May tries to offer one more detail. This kind of awareness is an attitude of the
heart---a quality of presence. I like
the idea that it is a quality of the heart.
I think of other spiritual qualities of the heart. One such quality would be a loving
heart. It is not hard for me to claim that
a contemplative is one with that kind of quality of heart---a loving quality
grounded in the all-embracing awareness.
The final piece from May is my favorite. I like his focus on contemplation as a kind
of presence. Again it makes sense to
contrast this with the opposite: absence.
So many of us can live absently---absent-mindedness. A contemplative is present and has a kind of
presence. I strive to do this. I aim to be present and to be a presence in
any situation in which I find myself. To
this end, I practice contemplation.
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