Weather is with us every day whether we pay any attention or
not. That’s pretty obvious, but
sometimes the obvious things are what we need to learn to give our
attention. That is a lesson I am still
learning. I connect the obvious to the
context in which we likely have the most to learn. But sometimes the extraordinary happens in
order to draw us back to the obvious. It
may not seem like I am still talking about the weather, but I am.
Yesterday was super windy.
We have not had a windy day like that for a long time. It was the kind of wind against which you had
to brace yourself if you were going to walk into it. It ripped off hats. Umbrellas stood no chance; they were
immediate losers! Signs rattled and
lights quivered. Experiences ranged
between awe and awful.
Perhaps it is because I grew up on a farm that I like paying
attention to the weather. When you are
outside a great deal, you need to be prepared.
These days it is easy to prepare.
Almost any local radio or television station constantly is updating the
incoming weather. There is even a cable
weather channel. There are few surprises
about what kind of weather is likely to come our way.
Yesterday was no exception.
I had been hearing for a few days that it would be a windy day. I woke in the morning and it was not very
windy. It makes you wonder whether they
blew that forecast? Alas, they did
not. By mid-morning, the wind was
raging. It makes you feel like a prophet
when you know it is coming…and it does!
It became a mighty spirited day. I changed the word here because I know all
the classical languages use the same word for wind, spirit and breath. In Latin it is spiritus. Of course, that
means spirit. It was a mighty spirited
day. Having introduced spirit, let’s
switch the conversation into that spiritual direction.
Spirit is one of my favorite ways of talking about God or
the Holy One. I am ok with some of the
more familiar images like Father, but I really prefer Spirit. I appreciate the personal aspects of using a
term like Father or, even Mother. But I
actually don’t see or image God as a “person.”
God is more like the spirit---like the wind. God is everywhere even though you can see it.
And some days I am sure God is more readily present. I am sure some days God is mightily present. But most days I think God is quietly, subtlety
present. I think about my own
experience. There have been very few
times when God was mightily present to me.
I remember one time when I had been diagnosed with an illness. There was concern, confusion and complexity
suddenly introduced into my life. Into
that morass of emotions one night I had a mighty sense of God’s Presence.
Now that I am far from that actual experience, I could
wonder whether I made it up to compensate for a touchy time? I certainly can never prove it was
“real.” It was real to me, I know for a
fact. Today students might ask, “but was
it really real?” I would laugh, because
I would have no idea how to decipher levels of reality. In faith I will continue to believe that
Presence was real. That was a strong
Spirit day. It was a mighty spirited
day.
I will surely attest to the fact these kind of bold Divine
Presence experiences have been very few.
Probably there have been fewer of these experiences than there are
mighty windy days. But the way I look at
it, the spiritual journey should not need many---or any---of these dramatic
events to see us on our way. Most of our
spiritual journey is going to be like ordinary life---one non-dramatic day
after another.
But the non-dramatic spiritual journey is much like ordinary
weather. It happens, but few of us
really notice or pay any attention. If
we are in the weather, it does not matter much whether we are paying
attention. The weather is not really
germane to what most of us are doing.
But that is not so with the spiritual life.
I would argue it is impossible to live and grow spiritually
without being aware and paying attention.
We may be in and surrounded all the time by the Spirit who is God, but
if we are not aware, we will miss it. To
miss it probably means we assume we are all alone in life’s unfolding. Of course, we appreciate others in our life,
but bottom line is feeling how life goes is up to us.
The spiritual journey, on the other hand, means that we are
conscious that we have a significant Other along the way. We are not alone. We are never alone. We may not feel it in powerful and
unmistakable ways every day. But we know
it is there just as surely as some days we can feel a faint breeze on our
cheeks. We are buoyed and supported in
our walk in the Spirit.
I am thankful and, even, delighted when I am thrust into a
mighty windy day, as yesterday was. And
I want to be as thankful and delighted when I realize that I also am
experiencing a mighty spiritual day.
Come to think about it, I can have that experience even when the Spirit
of God is not present like a gale force.
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