I recently read an interesting article. Part of the interest was how much my own
experience overlapped with the author, Joni Woelfel. Although she has written a few books, I have
never heard of Woelfel. Now she is
someone I want to meet and get to know.
Books have a way of bringing people together. So I now have a new hope---to meet Joni
Woelfel.
Woelfel’s article is graciously entitled, “seeing the past
with the grateful eye of the soul.” I
was drawn in by those words. I loved the
phrase, “eye of the soul,” which is why I entitled this inspirational piece
with those words. And the overall theme
of her essay is focused on the past and on memory. Memory is seen through the eye of the
soul. That would be very good in and of
itself.
What she writes about is her growing up on a Minnesota
farm. Of course, mine was an Indiana
farm---but close enough! Neither has
anything in common with New York City or any other urban area. She talks about grandfathers and that brought
warm memories of my own grandfather, whom I saw nearly every day on our
farm. Of course, he is long since dead,
but the memories are still very sweet.
And Woelfel’s grandfather is also long since dead, but the memories are
what precipitated her essay.
But the essay is about more than her grandfather. It was about the farm and about a way of life
that basically no longer exists. Her
family farm is long since gone---as good as dead. And so is my family farm. But there are memories. And oddly, there is also a kind of hope. In a very real sense all of us as humans are
situated squarely in the present---sandwiched between past and future, between
memory and hope. That is where life is
lived out.
Finally what riveted me in Woelfel’s essay was not her
grandfather, but it was a tree. It is
with the image of a tree that the author is able to coagulate all he memories
of farm, grandfather and the rest. She
talks about the last time she and her husband visited the old place. “A craggy tree still stands on the grassy,
rolling hill of the pasture, overlooking what used to be our farm.” She then turns the image into a powerful
metaphor for the enduring in the midst of the temporal---the passing into
nothingness.
Her commentary is rich.
She writes, “Yet
year after year, like us, the tree persevered and each spring came back
faithfully to witness the daily unfolding of life on the farm and our dreams
and prayers drifting across the fields.”
I was brought inside her thinking, enabled to participate fully in the
unfolding of her teaching. She added one
more piece about the tree. “It stood
before God, alone, its roots sinking deep into the soil…” I felt finished.
But
she had one more artful move. She moved
from the tree to its metaphorical link to hope. She says, “That enduring tree serves as a
metaphor of what it means to allow hope to wait as a sentinel with us as we
experience this earthly mystery of transition.” I loved the idea of the tree linked to a
“sentinel of hope.” As you know, a
sentinel is a watchman.
The
tree metaphorically watches the transition of time---a transition that is
sweeping us along as surely as it swept her grandfather and the family farm
along. I began to go further with her
idea. Being swept along with time is not
bad; it is just fact. The tree is our
sentinel of hope. It has roots sunk
deeply into the soil.
That
suggests to me the same “tree-possibility” is our privilege, too. In fact, I call it a spiritual
privilege. The tree-possibility as
spiritual privilege brings us back to the soul.
If the tree suggests hope, then the key is not the tree, but hope. And hope is a soulful thing for me. It is hope that is the sentinel, not the
tree. And hope asks us to have eyes of
the soul.
With
eyes of the soul we can also look forward with hope. The transition does not only go backward to
the past; it goes forward, too. Hope
helps us transition hopefully to a good future.
Especially, if we have our selves grounded with deep roots in the Holy
One who is the soil of our soul. If we
are rooted and grounded in God, then like the tree, we are able to weather the
storms and embrace the good weather and good fortune that spiritually can come
our way.
To
have an eye of the soul is to have the ability to see things as they are. We gain an eye of the soul as we get to know
ourselves as spiritual children of the God of love. This same God calls us into deep relationship
and the relationship is the soil of our soul.
Our soul, then, is given the discerning eye to see clearly what the future
offers us and how we get there.
The
future will be sure if what we desire is the will of God. The eye of the soul comes to see that will,
desire it, know it, and finally, live it.
If we do this, sweet memories will be ours.
Comments
Post a Comment