I would claim that I have been inspired at times in the
past. Since I know Latin, I know the
word literally means to have air or the spirit blown into us---“breathed
into.” Normally the language of
inspiration involves the Deity. For
centuries people would think that God inspired people. To this end, inspiration carried the notion
that it was an opening or access to special or revelatory knowledge. In this sense inspiration was always a
gift. Inspiration came from the outside.
I don’t disagree with any of this. I do think inspiration is a gift in the sense
that it comes from without. This does
not discount hard work or study. Often
they are prerequisites for inspiration.
I also like the idea that inspiration comes to us if we are open. I suppose it is theoretically possible for
inspiration to come to someone who is closed and not looking for anything. However, the normal and expected coming of
inspiration happens to those who are looking for it.
I also believe that God inspires people. Of course, if you are atheistic, then this
makes no sense. If there is no God,
surely there is no divine inspiration!
This does not mean that atheists cannot be inspired. It does mean they would never think the
source of inspiration is God. This is
not the place nor the time to take on this point. Suffice it to say, since I do believe in some
sort of Divine Being, I think that Being can be (and usually is) the source of
inspiration.
What intrigues me is the process of the inspiration. As I thought about my own experience, I
realized that inspiration seldom has been momentous. That is to say for me, inspiration is not
some big mountaintop revelation. I don’t
discount these kinds of experiences.
Perhaps I have even had one or more that would be categorized as
such. In my case, however, these were
not moments of inspiration so much as occasions of experiencing the presence of
the Divine Spirit. Hence, I am
distinguishing between the experience of the presence of God and the experience
of being inspired by God.
For me inspiration more often has been incremental. That is to say, inspiration has tended to
come slowly over time. And more often
than not, inspiration has come in little bits.
If I were to use an analogy, inspiration is more like the dawning of a
new day rather than the sudden burst of sunlight at noontime. Inspiration is more like the greying light
that begins to brighten as the sun emerges into the full day. In the beginning it might be hardly
discernable.
Because inspiration is incremental, it can be easily missed
or overlooked. Analogously, if we are
paying attention to the breaking of a new day, it is quite difficult to discern
exactly when the night is finished and day has begun. That is why I like to describe inspiration as
a kind of dawning awareness. Let me give
you an example.
I have had three major career moves. Because I wanted to be involved in a work
situation where I felt “led” to be there, that meant even in my first career
spot, I felt inspired by God to be there.
I realize this is very traditional language. I can try to explain in some detail more
about the process of being inspired by God to take a particular career
piece. It would be true for me, but
would be singularly unconvincing to an atheist.
But I am ok with that.
My second career move was equally inspired by God. In many ways this career move made little
sense to a secular person. In the eyes
of the secular world, I lost money, status and more. Why would anyone want to do this? It was a legitimate question, but the answer
was simple: I was inspired by God to make the move. The inspiration was not momentous. It came to me incrementally. Only gradually and over time, was I more and
more internally convinced this was how God was moving in me. Of course, I could have been wrong. After all, it is about faith. I trusted God and my process of discerning
inspiration.
My third move simply repeated the incremental inspirational
process. Career moves seem fairly big in
life. However, inspiration is not
limited to “big time items.” I am
convinced I have been inspired in fairly small and, sometimes, seemingly
insignificant ways. There have been many
occasions when I felt inspired just to be quiet and wait. Perhaps I have remained more open because of
this.
And just as many times, someone may come into my waiting
presence with a problem or opportunity that I am able to take action. This has happened too many times for me to
discount it as pure happenstance.
I go back to where I began.
So much inspiration happens incrementally. It depends on me being open to the
possibility. I need to provide access to
my inner being for God to breathe in some spirit. I need to be aware and attentive. I don’t force anything. I wait for whatever gift may be given. And if there is no gift, that is ok. Life goes on.
But when the gift of inspiration comes, I give thanks and respond.
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