Recently it dawned on me that my spiritual discipline is a
great deal like my physical discipline.
I am sure that is not novel, but I also am sure I never thought about it
quite like that. Being active physically
has been important to me for as long as I can remember. I am lucky in the sense that it has always
been something I wanted to do, rather than felt like I had to do it. Perhaps growing up
on a farm helped the process. I cannot
remember when I did not go outside to work or to play. On the farm there was a great deal of
work. But there also was a fair amount
of play. Both are healthy.
In due time sports became very
important to me. I certainly was no
star, but I played with gusto. I had fun
and was active. I continue to play long
after my eligible years in school were finished. Being physically active was a way of life for
me. It was not a matter of virtue. I did it because I wanted to do it; it was
fun.
Spiritual discipline has not
always been a part of my life. For sure,
I cannot remember not going to church.
In my younger days going to church was simply what we did. I don’t recall being asked whether I wanted
to go. It was a given. But I would also be less than honest if I did
not say I differentiated going to church and getting something out of going to
church! For sure, I was physically
present. But most of the time, I do not
think I was spiritually present.
Again, that habit continued long
after I left home for college and all the years since college. I have never been one who thinks that going
to church equals salvation or whatever “merit” is thought to be the “reward”
for going to church. During my adult
years, I figured out that participating in my faith journey with a group of
people was important. In effect, I began
to articulate a sense of community.
Community became a necessary ingredient in my spiritual journey. It still is.
I realize it is optional whether I
do physical exercise and spiritual discipline.
I could cease doing either or both.
I could quit exercising and being spiritual. But in my case, that would be stupid. And I prefer thinking I am not stupid!
Physical exercise is perhaps the
easier one to understand and appreciate why I would keep doing it. It keeps me somewhat in shape (my athletic
days are very distant in the mirror of my life). I like to think being active physically keeps
me mentally on top of it. I know I feel
better and am sharper. Again, there are
no guarantees, but I plan on playing as long as I can.
I suspect people could wonder
about the spiritual discipline. Spending
some time each day in various disciplines, like prayer, meditation, silence,
etc., could seem childish, wasteful or silly.
Sometimes it seems, our culture would assume that smart, relatively
successful, emotionally healthy people would not need spiritual disciplines. The implication would be, if you have your
act together, why would you need spiritual stuff? I rather doubt that I have my act together!
I don’t think practicing spiritual
disciplines adds more days to my life and likely has little to do with eternal
life. I am not against either one---more
days or eternal life. But they are not
why I practice spiritual disciplines. I
practice them in order to continue trying to be present to life and to practice
the Presence of the Spirit that gives you and me life itself.
I like the way one of the Psalms
from today’s lectionary puts it. Psalm
91 opens with these familiar words to me.
“You who live in the shelter of the Most High…” (91:1). That is still a challenge for me. I don’t think I am able to “live” in the
shelter of God’s Presence. Perhaps I do,
but I am not always aware of it.
Practicing spiritual disciplines gives me the chance to become aware of
this Presence. Practicing those
disciplines enables me to be mindful that I can live in the shelter of the
Divine Presence. It is more a daily
quest than a daily conquering.
The second half of the initial
verse of Psalm 91 essentially repeats the first part of the verse. That part of the verse talks about the one
“who abides in the shadow of the Almighty.” (91:1). I like the verb, abide. That is my aspiration. If I keep practicing the spiritual
disciplines, then I have a better chance of coming to abide in the Presence of
the Divinity.
Why would I care to abide in the
Divine Presence---especially if I am not doing it precisely to gain more days
in life or necessarily eternal life? I
care to abide in the Presence because that Presence is the very Heart of the
universe. In my understanding God is the
Heart of the universe---the Soul of the universe, if you can think of it that
way. To be able to come to know and abide
in that Soul would be the most soulful thing I could imagine.
It would lead me to come under
Divine Protection. Practicing spiritual
disciplines helps me learn to spend more and more time under this
Protection. Ultimately the hope is to
abide under the Divine Protection.
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