The title for this inspirational piece came with some words
in a sentence I was reading somewhere.
They were not part of a quotation and I know for certain I am taking
these words in a direction that was not intended by the author, whom I cannot
remember. All I can recall is the piece
I was reading was not even about the spiritual life. So I can be certain the author would be very
surprised if he or she could see what I am about to do with this phrase: the
value of the interior life.
I like this phrase because I believe it is true. In fact, I think it is so true that I would
claim no one can be happy or satisfied long-term without having some kind of
interior life. That would be its
value. Behind this claim lurks the initial
question: just what is the interior life?
Doubtlessly, there are multiple answers to this
question. Maybe there are as many
answers as there are people. However, I
do think there are some basic facets to the interior life that give value to
any individual. And this interior life
becomes valuable because of what results from having an interior life. So let me give you my definition.
In the first instance, I suggest the interior life
necessarily is about the soul. I would
follow the lead of psychiatrist, Gerald May, and say “soul” is the essence of
the human being. Therefore if I know
anything about my soul, I know something about the essence of myself. This sounds simplistic.
However, I actually doubt that very many people know much
about their soul. If you are like me, I
spend so much time in my life on the margins.
I live too much of life as what Richard Rohr calls a ‘circumference
person.” Too much of who I am at any
given time is quite removed from the center of my being. Much of what concerns me---my looks, clothes,
etc.---actually has little or nothing to do with the real “me” at the center of
my being---my soul. Souls do not have
hair to comb, fancy clothes to wear and so on.
So I am saying that the interior life has first of all to do
with soul. The interior life is also a
process. I don’t just get an interior
life. I do not think babies are born
with an interior life. We certainly are
born with the potential for a rich and deep interior life. But it takes more than simply adding
water---even baptismal water!---to make an interior life.
It takes time because it is a process. Initially, we have to come to be aware of our
interior potential---our soulful possibilities.
Most of us have experiences---often early experiences in life---that
point to interiority. It might be a
nature scene. It could be the beauty and
clarity of the new moon in the sky.
Rainbows do a fine job or even a good winter storm. Typically these experiences are arresting and
centering.
Paradoxically, this centering of ourselves is also
disruptive. It is disruptive of our
normal living of life. Literally we
“come to ourselves” from our normal marginal, circumference, often robotic,
lives. In dramatic occasions we are
given “wake up” calls.
With this awareness comes the possibility of paying
attention. Paying attention is probably
the currency of the interior life. Often
paying attention happens because we take some time to reflect. I cannot imagine anyone living with a rich
interior life without regular reflective time.
Again reflective time interrupts.
It interrupts the normal, ongoing running of our life-clocks. Most of our life-clocks are set for
routine. That’s not bad, but normally it
is not a life that automatically leads to a rich interior life. We are well served to take reflective time.
This is where the classical spiritual disciplines often come
into play. Things like meditation,
prayer, study, etc. interrupt the normalcy of most days. They afford me a chance to center---to seek
my soul or, better, to allow my soul to find me. Most spiritual disciplines are not designed
to render me a passive instrument of the Divine Being. To the contrary, spiritual disciplines should
develop that interior life in such ways as to lead me not into temptation, but
into the kind of discipleship that gives my life meaning and purpose.
And those last two ideas probably say best about the value
of an interior life. To have an interior
life should mean simultaneously a life with meaning and purpose. I am even tempted to say deep meaning and
purpose. I suppose great wealth does
serve a purpose. But I suspect many (or
most?) really wealthy people find it hard not to be ego-protective. I know if I had a few million bucks, it would
be hard for me not to think about that money.
It would mean too much to me, I fear.
I am convinced deep meaning and purpose is spiritual. It means I come to be soulful and not
egocentric. I know that my soul---not my
ego---is at the center of “me.” And I
know that to be soulful is to be transcendent---to transcend me. A deep interior life is always an interior
life aimed outward---outward to God and to others.
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