I try to follow various people I respect to see what kinds
of things they are doing with regards to spirituality. One of the people I respect is Richard
Rohr. While I don’t agree with
everything he writes, I find his Franciscan spirit resonates with my Quaker
spirit. He and I are about the same age,
so it makes it easy to understand some of his concerns and issues. Neither one of us deals with teenage problems
any more!
He has the ability to look at a common issue and see it in a
way I might not ever look at it. Perhaps
some of that is due to our different backgrounds and experience. I recall Rohr talks some about growing up in
Kansas. That might not be too different
than growing up in rural Indiana. But he
also talks about his caring German, Roman Catholic family. My family certainly was caring enough. I have no complaints on that score. But growing up a Quaker in pre-Vatican II
world surely is quite different. My
family was fairly regular in church attendance on Sunday morning, but that was
about it when it came to religious evidence in our lives. In retrospect I would say that we were good,
but I am not sure we were Christian in the way I might define it today. But I am sure my parents would have said they
were Christian. And that brings me to
the words from Rohr with which I connect.
In one of his meditation pieces Rohr says, “Your image of
God creates---or defeats you.” That is a
pretty powerful line. Any time someone
talks about defeating me, that person gets my attention! I don’t mind the creating part---that
actually is quite good. That sounds
positive and I am all for positive! But
defeating is less attractive. In fact, I
have gone to some lengths at times to avoid defeat.
For Rohr to tie my creating and defeating to my image of God
is a bold step, but I might not be sure how that works. So the next line Rohr writes helps in my
understanding. He adds that, “There is
an absolute connection between how you see God and how you see yourself and the
whole universe.” Once again, I find this
very intriguing. Not only does Rohr say
there is a connection between how I see God and how I see myself. Rohr says this is an absolute
connection. I understand that to me the
connection between these two is fail proof---guaranteed, he might confirm.
At first blush I realize I probably never thought about
whether there is a connection between how I see God and how I see myself. I am sure many folks would be quick to doubt
or, even, deny this contention of Rohr.
But that likely would be nothing more than a defensive move. I suspect most of us think we have a pretty
accurate view of ourselves. We feel like
we know ourselves pretty well. And I
also suspect that we assume that our view of ourselves resonates very closely
with how others see us, too. So we have
an honest and accurate view of ourselves.
Finally most of us probably do not think this self-view has much or
anything to do with how we see God.
“Wrong,” says Rohr!
Let’s add one final sentence to see how Rohr wants to make his
point. He says that, “The word ‘God’
first of all is a stand-in for everything---reality, truth, and the very shape
of your universe.” I can imagine some
people saying, “that’s not my view of God!”
I am not quick to dismiss Rohr. I
think that he is on to something.
I do think how we view reality is linked to our view of
God. For example, if I think the world
is orderly, friendly, etc., then I certainly connect this with God. The idea of truth is even easier for me. Most believers would latch on to that New
Testament idea that God is truth---indeed, truth with a capital “T.” As such, God is the shape of my
universe.
And this is where Rohr is sneaky and a real challenge. If there is an absolute connection between how
I view God and how I view myself, then my whole being is at stake---I am either
created or defeated. However, I wonder
if Rohr might not have it reversed. I
wonder if the real sequence is not this way: the way I see myself is absolutely
connected to the way I see God? I think
this is probably true, although it may be difficult to see or admit.
If I am honest, I think it is true for me. And I am also sure I would not have seen this
in my earlier life. I would have assumed
God is quite different than I am. But
the longer I have lived and experienced life, the more I think I do see the
absolute connection between my self-view and how I see God. And now my real task is to make sure that I
see both myself and God in such a light to make this whole process creative.
I want to view my God as a caring, loving Spirit, which is
at work in the world to bring justice and inaugurate a realm of peace and
joy. And I want just as much to view
myself in the same way---to be involved in a ministry of care and love. I want to be involved in the creative process
of bringing justice and being a harbinger of peace and joy.
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