Often I am inspired to write one of these reflections by an
experience I would never guess could become spiritual. This happened recently when I was in a large
east coast city. Since I grew up on an
Indiana farm, visiting a city continues to be an eye-opening experience. As a kid, I had cornfields, not
skyscrapers! I appreciate nature, to be
sure, but I also appreciate the marvel of human engineering and building that
the large cities represent.
It was during a rather leisurely walk in the middle of this
large city that I began to take note of something pretty mundane. A couple times, I turned off a big,
multi-lane street on which I was walking and headed down a much more narrow
side street. There is nothing remarkable
about that, until I began to notice the stark contrast between the huge
throughway that the big street represented and the tinier walkway that linked
some of the larger roads.
It occurred to me that I would never describe the major
throughway as a “walkway.” I was
intrigued with that word, so I checked the dictionary. A walkway obviously is a place to walk. More precisely, a walkway can describe a
connecting place between two buildings or streets. Literally, it is a “way” to walk.
My mind immediately went to some of the European or Asian
cities I have visited. Sometimes those
walkways are nearly hidden, obscure and twisting. Occasionally, those walkways would be
covered. I also remember heading down
some of those foreign city walkways and was really unsure where they would take
me or what I might see on the way. They
were a bit foreboding. They provoked
caution, even though I would know it was a “way to walk.” The walkway would get me from point A to
point B. But that is as special as it
ever became.
As I reflected a little further, I realized that I switch
language when it comes to spirituality.
Instead of walkway, I use the language of “pathway.” I am sure for some people, the two words,
walkway and pathway, are synonymous. But
for me, pathway is a spiritual term. I
would agree that a pathway could also be understood as a means to get from
point A to point B. But this becomes
very different when points A and B are spiritual. For me a pathway is never simply a way to
move from 8th Street to 9th Street.
I am certain all the major religious traditions offer
pathways for people to search for and connect with the Holy One. Of course, a tradition like Buddhism would
not talk about the Holy One, but something more like the realization of the
truth. But the Buddhist also would have
a spiritual path. Since I know the most
about Christianity, let me stick with that tradition to illustrate the nature
of a spiritual path.
It is well known that at one point Jesus talks about being
the “way.” Of course, this has led to
doctrines that can become very controversial.
I prefer to avoid doctrine and talk about Jesus’ description of the
“way” as the pathway he trod and invites all his disciples to walk, too.
The spiritual path begins with faith. For me personally, faith meant coming to
trust that there was a God and that I could come to know and connect with the
Divine One. Faith means that no one can
prove that God exists and that we can know God.
It is a pilgrimage of faith and a way of trust. I can become confident, but I can never be
sure that God is there with me and for me.
So I walk the spiritual path in trust and learn to
love. Learning to love is not like the
walkway that takes us from 8th Street to 9th Street. Learning to love is a pathway that is more byzantine. It is more like those ways in Asian cities
that can even seem foreboding. On the
spiritual pathway there may be some fear and trepidation to test the faith with
which one walks.
Learning to love on the spiritual path is much like walking
the maze. Unlike a labyrinth, a maze is
not easy. In fact, when we enter a maze,
we cannot be sure we can even make it to the middle. The path is not clear; it is often not even
marked. There will be dead ends, wrong
choices, and times of being lost.
This is why the spiritual path requires times of prayer and
meditation. We need time to explore,
time to test options, times to listen for God’s still small voice. The spiritual path can be frustrating,
because it is often not clear whether we are making progress---whether we
really are getting anywhere. We are
tempted to want to try to turn our spiritual pathway into a walkway. We want a guarantee---a sure thing.
That is the difference.
If you are on a spiritual path that seems like a sure thing---believe
this and do that---you can be confident you have turned the spiritual path into
a walkway. For me this is a sure sign
that I have opted for the illusion that I’ve got it and I will surely make
it. I know I am on a spiritual path and
that is why I am sure of nothing. And
that feels like progress!
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