The title for
today’s inspirational reflection comes from a sentence from my favorite Quaker
saint, Thomas Kelly. Oh, Quakers don’t
actually have saints in the traditional Catholic sense. But if we did, Kelly would be sanctified. Clearly he was no more perfect than any other
human being. He was a man with some
significant flaws, but who among us does not have significant flaws?
Kelly died in
1948 at a relatively young age. He had
aspirations to be a world-class scholar.
In some ways he was on the path to achieve some of that dream. And in other ways, he failed and suffered
depression and other maladies because of that.
He taught at a couple Quaker colleges and wanted more. He struggled to get a Harvard degree, but
that did not bring him the success he sought.
He also was spending time in pre-war Germany in the 1930s. There he saw the rise of Nazism and the
horrors that would become WWII.
Finally
toward the end of the 1930s, Kelly seemed to turn a spiritual corner. His priorities began to realign and a
spiritual wisdom and depth appeared in his thinking and writing. He delivered some lectures at Germantown
Friends Meeting (Church) which were to become the published book, A Testament of Devotion, which went on
to be a best-seller in the 20th century. It is a book I have read a number of times
and it still continues to shape my own spirituality.
In one of his
chapters entitled, “The Eternal Now and Social Concerns,” Kelly has this
sentence. “For the Eternal is urgently,
actively breaking into time, working through those who are willing to be laid hold upon, to surrender self-confidence and self-centered effort, that is, self-originated
effort, and let the Eternal by the dynamic guide in recreating, through us, our
time-world.” This is such a
pregnant sentence, let’s take time to unpack it and reflect on it.
I like
Kelly’s many ways to talk about God. In
this case he calls God the “Eternal Now.”
This suggests to me a Divinity Who is always present and available. I might or might not be aware of that
Divinity, but It is here---eternally now.
And Kelly’s first phrase talks about the activity of that Eternal
Now. The Eternal Now is breaking into
time. Since you and I live in time---we
are creatures of the temporal---that is where God breaks in to meet us.
But there is
more. Pay attention to Kelly’s adverbs. The Eternal Now is “urgently” and “actively”
breaking into time. That excites
me. God is not a ho-hum Divinity. God is coming into our presence right
now! There is urgency and activity. You think God does not care? Think again!
Kelly is
quite clear why God is urgently and actively breaking into time. That God wants to work through those of us
who are willing to be touched, taught, and teamed with each other in an
important ministry. Let’s detail that
process.
God seeks out
those of us willing to co-operate. But
there are some ground rules. We need to
be willing to be laid upon. That is an
odd phrase, to be sure. But the key
piece is the idea of our “willingness.”
God is not a coercive God. God is
urgent and active, but also waits for each of us to be willing. It reminds me of that passage from one of the
prophets who responds, “Here I am Lord.”
We have to be willing to have God grab hold of us. This obviously has implications which Kelly
points out.
Essentially,
Kelly tells us that God who breaks into time asks us to surrender. Now that is not a popular word in American
culture. But it is what spiritually
growing women and men are called to do.
We need to surrender self-confidence
and self-centered effort. In other words, we have to give up our own
agendas---our own egotistical aspirations---in order to will what God
wills. And all this is to one point.
We give up
our egotistical agendas in order to allow God to recreate us and through us to
recreate our world. I do think this is Kelly’s
version of “thy kingdom come.” I am
confident Kelly thinks God breaks into time and touches as many of us as are
willing to begin to be co-creators with that Genesis-God the coming kingdom. That kingdom will not be Eden restored. It will be more real, more magnificent than
Eden.
I find that a
compelling call. I sense a mission
beyond my wildest dreams. Whatever role
I imagine for myself cannot compare to this Divine Opportunity. It literally is a chance to turn the world
upside down and inside out. It is a
mission that goes beyond creative or innovative. It goes to the transformative. In that transformative mission God urgently
and actively needs many of us to say, “Yes.”
“Here am I
Lord.” Lay hold of me. I surrender and sign on. Not my will, but Thy Will.” I am going to work now---the Divine Work of
re-creation.
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