So often, my spiritual education comes in ways I could not
have imagined. I appreciate the fact
that I continue to be spiritually educated.
Part of me worries that I could have long periods of life when no
education was happening. I understand
“dry periods,” as we Quakers describe those times when there seems to be no
presence or movement of the Spirit.
During these times, I am content to wait, to stay disciplined and be
engaged in the process.
My spiritual education is fairly predictable as a
happening. What is unpredictable is the
particular kind of education I might receive.
Here variety seems to be the fare of the day. I am quite content with that. Who am I always to know what I need to
know? As long as I keep learning, then I
will be true to the spirit of the Latin and Greek words for “disciple,” namely
a “student” or “learner.”
The other thing I notice is there often is a pattern for my
spiritual education. It is a three-point
pattern. First comes some kind of
experience. Then there is a period of
reflection. And finally, the spiritual
lesson, teaching or, sometimes, reminder comes my way. The key for me is to continue being open to
whatever experiences I have. And then,
it is important to take some time to reflect.
I am amazed how so many people allow no time or take no time to reflect
on life. I am sure no reflection equals
missed opportunities.
I would like to share a recent spiritual lesson that follows
the pattern outlined. It was a gift; I
had not asked for a spiritual lesson and I was not really expecting it. It was late one afternoon when I received a
call that my car was ready for me. I had
left it with a repair shop near my campus.
In part I use this shop because I can leave the car and walk to my study
and spend the day doing my normal thing.
So late that afternoon, I hiked back to the car shop.
I had already crossed the street, almost ready to enter the
shop. Suddenly, I could hear my name
being called from beyond. I became aware
the call of my name had come from the other side of the street I had just
crossed. When it registered that my name
was being called, I wheeled around and saw a young woman I knew very well. She is a recent graduate of the college, a
former student and close friend with whom I still am in contact. I crossed back to her side of the street,
embraced her and chatted for a few minutes.
It was a pleasant experience.
That could be the end of the story. But I brought some reflection to the
experience and began to receive a spiritual lesson which I am sharing
here. As with most stories, there is a
literal level and a figurative, metaphorical level. At the literal level, a young woman I know
hailed me from beyond, we connected and it was a pleasant exchange on my way to
get my car.
At the metaphorical level, the experience became even
richer. Someone called my name. Someone wanted me! Had someone across the street simply yelled,
I probably would have turned around to see what was happening. But to have my name called meant the call was
for me. I was being singled out and hailed. This feels special.
To feel special means in some sense that I was wanted. Someone wanted me. It was pure grace. I had done nothing to cause it or deserve it. I had not gone looking for it and, frankly,
was surprised that it happened. I had
not planned on a trip to get my car turning into a moment of grace. How good is that!
Not only was I called, but I was indeed wanted. When I moved toward the person who was
calling, I was embraced. Anyone who has
ever been rejected by any one for any reason knows the wonder of being
embraced. Again, it does not get any
better than this! You are wanted, wooed
and welcomed. Perhaps that is too much
to load on the innocuous story I am telling, but I do believe the seeds are in
the metaphorical interpretation that was my spiritual lesson.
It won’t be surprising that my spiritual lesson is the
suggestion that this is exactly how God is present in our world and so often
present in life. I think God is always
on the other side of the normal streets of our lives. God is always attempting to call our names
from beyond. I think it normally is a
call from beyond because the way we routinely live our lives, we are not aware
that God is right there where we are all the time.
Like the young woman, I am convinced that God calls each of
us by name. Our name identifies us. While my name is not unique---others have the
same name---it is mine and it was my name being called. The same will be true for you, too. You are wanted. You are being wooed---wooed from just across
the street! And you will be welcomed,
embraced and blessed when you cross the street into God’s Presence. How good is that!
Listen up. You never
know when you will be called from beyond.
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