I have had the good fortune of returning to a book I first
read a few years ago. Because of a group
that I lead, I am looking again at Gerald May’s book, The Awakened Heart. The
subtitle of the book is revealing: Opening
Yourself to the Love You Need. The
book was originally published in 1991, but what May shares is as good as if it
were written this year. May died in
2005, so the good thinking and writing he did has come to an end. He has formed and informed me spiritually in
a number of ways.
When I was reading for another meeting of my group, I found
the following paragraph. It represents
the simply, yet profound, way May offers spiritual tidbits. May begins the paragraph in this
fashion. “When something very nice happens
to you or to someone near you, and you come round to celebrating it, there can
easily be a double remembrance.” That is
a wonderful sentence that I wanted to ponder.
I like it when May reminds me sometimes there are very nice
things that happen to me. I was
intrigued why he used the word, “nice,” instead of “good?” If I had written that sentence, I probably
would have used the word, “good.” The
language of nice is more expressive. It
means things like giving pleasure or joy.
Nice is enjoyable. It certainly
can mean “good.” But it means more than
that. For me “nice” adds an emotional
touch that is missing in the language of good.
Nice feels better than good!
It is easy to think about the nice things that have happened
to me. And then I look again. May actually qualifies “nice” with an adverb,
“very nice.” I have to smile. That adds even more spice. I agree that nice things happen. But it is special when something “very nice”
happens to me. The “very nice” list is
much shorter than the “nice” list. I
certainly have had some very nice things happen to me. And then I notice one more detail in May’s
sentence.
He says to notice it when something very nice happens to me
or to someone near me. That gave me some
pause. Whom would I include in the list
of those “near me?” Of course, it would
be family. But does that include
cousins? Or is the list meant to be more
restrictive than cousins and nephews? As
I pondered it more, I knew I would want to include some of my friends on this
list of those “near me.” I know some
names I would include on this list. But
I am also glad I don’t actually have to make that list. That would be difficult.
The heart of May’s first sentence points in the direction of
“double remembrance.” When I read that
sentence the first time, I did not know what he meant by that phrase. It was only when I read the next sentence, I
fully understood. “One is gratitude to
God for the joyful event itself; the other is a simple joining of pleasure.” Now I understood the double remembrance: one
is gratitude to God and one is gratitude for the very nice thing that
happened. It made sense. And it made sense to me that May had
poignantly added a spiritual dimension.
As I thought about it a little more, I realized that many
people would only have a single remembrance.
And perhaps, many of us would have no remembrance at all! Those with no remembrance would probably
enjoy some very nice thing. We would
enjoy it and when it was over, we would be on to the next experience. For these kinds of people, they are not even
grateful. Of course, they are able to
enjoy the very nice experience, but they are not grateful. That was a wake-up call for me.
Some of us probably would be grateful for something very
nice---the single remembrance. I am
afraid this is where I am too often. I
am thankful for Gerald May’s perspective.
I want to add the second remembrance---namely, my gratitude to God for
providing the very nice experience.
Gratitude is free---there is no cost. It is healthy---it is a good antidote to
grumpiness or taking something for granted.
Being grateful means that I recognize I have been given something. When May says something about a very nice
experience, I think he points to something that comes to us as a gift. I could figure I deserve it. I could say I am lucky. I like the idea that very nice things
ultimately come our way because of the core generosity of the universe and the
God who fabricates this universe.
It is easy to learn to be grateful. I can even learn to be doubly
grateful---double remembrance. I want to
say “thank you” for the very nice things that come my way. And I want to say “Gracias” to the One who
delivers grace in so many forms.
Gerald May adds one final sentence. He says, “The divine One suffers when we do;
so also is the joy shared.” I want to
learn more and more about this divine One who gracefully works in the world to
deliver very nice things. And as I
learn, I will also be moved to double remembrance.
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