It all started when I went to my daughter’s apartment. I am not sure what was different this time. I have been there many times in the past. Maybe it was where I sat. Perhaps I was simply paying more attention than usual. Who knows? But that is when I began to notice.
I began to notice the variety of pictures she has in her
place. There were two or three pictures
on the wall. They were nature scenes and
were quite lovely. I am always
fascinated by what type of nature scene speaks to different people. Obviously I have known my daughter all her
life. But that does not mean I know
absolutely everything about her. That
would be a mistake for any parent to think that!
I also noticed some other pictures that were framed and
placed around on various shelves. There
were two or three pictures of her wedding. It was easy to remember that
day. That whole wedding thing is still a
bit weird to me. I have two daughters
and both are now married. And in each
case it was odd that some guy had come into their life and became immeasurably
more important than parents! I know it
is the way the world works, but that does not make it any less odd.
Another picture stopped me in my tracks. It was a picture of my daughter with my
dad---her grandfather. Now my father has
been dead for quite a long time now and I seldom think about him. I have good memories of my dad and appreciate
everything he did for me in my growing up years. I know he liked my daughter---well, he liked
both of them. But it was the younger one
who grabbed his fancy---for whatever reason.
It intrigues me that my dad and my daughter formed such a
relationship. In the picture she cannot
be more than two years old. That meant
she had a little more than a decade with him before he died. I cannot honestly nail the reason why the two
of them became close. I am happy for it
and value what all that picture must convey for her. It is a testament to relationship.
Pictures are so commonplace these days. When we can whip out the phone and take
pictures, I wonder if pictures lose the special feeling they once had? This is not to belittle the ease of picture
taking. I like to have the ability to
capture whatever I want in the moment---and wherever I am. But if I wind up with one hundred pictures,
does that make the moment or the place more special than if I had to take a
camera and get only one or two?
I look back at that picture of my daughter and my dad. Why would she need ten more pictures of
herself and him? That one photo communicates
so much about their relationship. But it
does not tell everything.
It occurs to me that picture does capture a
relationship. But the relationship is
always interpreted. When I look at that
picture, there is no way I can say the same thing as my
daughter would say. It would be fun to
sit her beside me on the couch and ask, “So what does that relationship to your
grandfather pictured in that photo mean to you?” I could only guess what she would say.
In some ways that is as odd as her marriage. My daughter is clearly my offspring, but she
formed this relationship with my dad.
And so far as I know, I had nothing to do with it. Whatever love my dad had for her---and I know
it was significant---did not decrease that for me. Her relationship with my dad did not hinder
or lessen my relationship with him. And
she did not become less my daughter as she became more his granddaughter.
Then it hit me. This
whole picture thing is an analogy of our relationship with God. I assume God is not sitting around somewhere
with pictures of all of us surrounding the Divine Self. And I saw not paintings of God as I scanned
my daughter’s apartment. Then I
remembered my languages. In Greek the
word for image or picture is icon. The
Genesis creation account affirms that you and I---and all humanity---are
created in the image and likeness of God.
We are God’s icons! In Latin an
icon is the imago---the image. We all image God.
Then it hit me again.
Maybe this whole world is God’s “apartment.” And we human creatures are the pictures in
this Divine Apartment! Each and every
one of us is a mobile photo of a special relationship. I am the image---the picture---of a
relationship with God. And so are you!
My very special relationship with the Holy One does not
detract nor subtract from your relationship.
Love is not a zero-sum game. It
is more like the win-win scenario that everyone likes. I must admit, I like realizing that I am an
icon of God---the spitting image of the Holy One. Imagine that!
Indeed picture that!
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